I started off as a good little baby, a bit on the heavy side. I grew up and was a real jerk, even a bully, a bit on the heavy side. Grew up some more and had the world shoved in my face, and became conscious (and self-conscious) of my shortcomings from having grown up as a social retard. Have grown up some more, am still a bit on the heavy side, and like to think that I'm a better person even if I'm still a social retard. Maybe when I'm sixty I'll be a Buddha. One of the fat ones, from China.